well, i guess this shall be it - the best online diary ever, *grinning*... yesterday attended the worst orientation ever in my life! everyone seemed so restless and the OGLs were unable to create those kind of fun and adventurous atmosphere to keep everyone anticipated... my class is filled with weird pepole. there were a few of them who are very reserved and when i smiled at one of them, she quickly turned her head away from me. it looked as if i'm some kinda of fierce-looking gal. Am i really that scary? i guess one day is obviously not enough for me to know my classmates well enough, juz hope that as time goes by, i can really forge good friendship with them... oh yeah, i realise that most of the gals in my class put on make-up, juz pondering on why they have time to put up make-up, whereas, i'm forever rushing for time, trying not to be late for school... even if i have the time, i would rather spend it on sleeping...anyway, in conclusion the orientation was so dead... kinda disappointed, had expected it to be as fun as those i had in the JCs i've attended... not only that, though it was only an orientation, instead of having hell lots of fun, i was totally freaked out by the demands, stress, strict rules and regulations that i've to obey and to handle... oh god! now, i'm facing tremendous stress, for fear that i would not be able to survive through the 3 years in poly... i should relax and think on the brighter side, but who am i kidding! i'm kinda have doubts in my ability... afterall, arts is my passion but not my forte... just pray hard that my passion will help me through the 3 "torturous" years in poly...
