haven been able to log onto this blog, dunno why... but at last, got into! yeah! well, today had social psychology... for the start of lesson, we gotta judge a person by his/her first impression... well... then we were splitted into groups, where we went into detail of why we judge a certain person this... then... when it was time for presentation, my name was mentioned in one of the groups... they said i looked like someone who watched chinese drama series on regular basis (whichis true), well... wat pissed me off is that they said china peopl "cheena", esp when this name was mentioned by the chinese students in our class, and the teacher has no objections against it! come on, chinese people calling their own race "cheena"??!! this is a total disgrace! this is really very disrespectful! this shows only one thing : they are not proud to be chinese... furthermore, i thought teachers are supposed to impart correct moral values in students?? and there he is, not objecting it, and supporting it! wat has the world become?! though i know that it's juz an example, but i really can't tolerate people calling chinese "cheena", esp when it's said by chinese!
I really despise the teacher, and he no longer deserves my respect! that's it! our forefathers came from china, so wat does that mean? they're indirectly inferring themselves as "cheena"... oh, i'm really impressed by their courage! coz so far no one dares to admit themselves as "cheena" and now, a one go, so many admitted! wow! i'm really really impressed! *applause for them* i'm not being too implusive or like be some kind of "goody good person", but i really can't tolerate this! this's is an utterly disgrace and they'll be laughed at if they were to tell this to people of other races... haiz... even if i looked like someone from china, so wat's the big deal? every chinese's forefather came from china, so wat's wrong with that? the most important thing is that i'm proud to be a chinese! and i wun change anything about it, juz to change other people's impression of me... that's me! yeah!!!! haha... wat a good frustration!
