haven been able to enter any entry this week, coz it has really been a damn exhuasting week for me... slept at 2am almost everyday, and i broke a record of sleeping at 4am... piles and piles of hw and project work have been assigned to me, and it was stacking up like a "mount everest", haha, i'm being too exaggerating already... it wasn't that bad afterall... though it was true that i had to write 8 essays this week but, fortunately, i've accustomised myself to the stressful nature of poly life already, so all i felt was brain freeze and exhaustion and full-stop! that's it!
i was really disappointed with my principles of marketing test... only managed to score 21/30... really very disappointed! though, all my friends said that it was very good, but maybe, i've a higher expectation of myself... and i got back my radio script... only managed to get a B... again! felt very disappointed.. haiz... wat has happened to me?! every since the day i enter poly, i told myself i muz score distinction for all my modules, which i clearly know that that's impossible! but i dunnoe... haiz.. i'm only adding more pressure to myself...
well... yesterday, i stayed back with Arman to do the Webgraph project which was supposed to due yesterday evening... fortunately, Adrien was kind enough to extend the dateline to today's morning.. so Arman and i were rushing like mad. I found one similiarity btw me and Arman - Both of us are PERFECTIONISTS! haha... we were doing the hierachy for our website, and we ensured that everything is in order, well-balanced and organised! if we find that one of the boxes is slightly out of place, we'll feel very uncomfortable and irritated, and we'll shift its position slightly so as to in line with other boxes! haha... becoz of our perfection, we took 3 hrs to complete everything and it was like 8.30pm... haha.. oh yeah, while we were doing, Arman went down to buy food... when we started eating, a librian walked past us and confiscated our food and student cards! stupid! and she said that she can smell the sandwich from a distance away... yeah right! haiz... but we dun give a damn about it... before we left, we went to the counter to collect our food and cards... and the librians told ur not to eat in the library as the smell will attract pests and will affect the books. wat a lame excuse! i was really surprised with wat kind of excuses they can come up with!
while, today had scophsy lecture... i was feeling kinda restless and i think many ppl felt the same too... coz i saw several students sleeping during lecture class... miss thomas was very nice not to wake them up or she doesn't even give a damn about it... then after which.. went for a party, which i din expect it to turn up to be clubbing... first time in my life, i was actually clubbing! the feelingwas quite great, juz that i hate the music that was blasting right into my ear drums... it was awesome to be on the dance floor, with laser lights all over! with the special lighting effects, everyone's actions kinda turn into segments, one segment by one segment... and everyone was really really high... quite cool! haha... oh yeah, made 5 new friends, 2 demure sec 3 students and 3 SP students... haha, they're really cool and easy-going! while coz both me and cindy simply couldn't stand the blasting music, we left earlier... by the time i reach home, i was already half-dead, coz have been dancing non-stop for the previous hr...
well... i guess gotta stop now, coz really worn out now...
