today, as usual went to the gym with cindy to vent out all my frustration and to allow myself to get away from the stressful nature of life... after which, we went to lot 1 where we juz hang around, the best part of it was going to the arcade! it's seemed aeons since my last visit there. we were there playing, shooting down those baddies, and it was really a very good way of venting out all ur frustration (though i still prefer going to gym, coz can lose weight, hehe...)
haiz.. how i wish i'll never grow up and still remain as a kid, where i can never get a taste how complicated life is when u're an adult... and u know that friendship that u've forged with ur frenz at that time is true and and eternal... how i wish that the moment at the arcade will the eternal... juz wanna get away from all the frustration, stress that i'm facing right now, get away from the harsh reality of life... simply lost in the world of my own... life in poly is really complicated... people aren't as innocent as they used to be... take away all those "i dun like her/him, i think she's/he's like... blah blah blah" and discriminations... i simply hate those people or rather hypocrites, who pretend to be very nice to you, but is backstabbing u... how did all these negative things instill in their minds? issit becoz of the environment they're living in or wat? or am i being simply too innocent (as wat most ppl said)? i dunnoe... i know there's nothing perfect in this world, but...haiz... humans are indeed very complicated, u'll never be able to understand wat's on their minds...
