today i was extremely exhausted, coz the night before i stayed up till 2am to study the principles of marketing.... well... today i was so paranoid about being late of lesson, coz sleep late = wake up late... in the end, this resulted me in getting less sleep... *groans* as expected, on my way to school, i was so occupied with those theories of the principle of marketing that i thought the stop which i should alight had arrived... i was so paranoid and hastily, pressed the bell, coz the was already closed by then... fortunately, the kind bus driver opened the door... then i realised that i've alighted a stop earlier... haiz...
throughout the whole lesson, i felt as if i was still dreaming... my brain was shut down, and i was really half asleep... haiz... then after which, had a group discussion with brina, arman and maria... this was really terrble... coz i was so tired that i kept quiet throughout the whole discussion.... my brain simply didn't want to cooperate... then when brina said that i spoke english like chinese, and think that i'm really a chinese chinese person, i was like "huh" coz i was really tired, that i dunnoe wat to say... then i also dunnoe wat crap i've said... i didn't mind wat brina said about me, really don't mind... it's juz that my brain wasn't working so i've completely no idea how to convey the msg to her and the others... i was expressionless... then i turned to arman, he thought i mind, and defended me... brina kept saying sorry to me... this's wat happen wat i'm really tired and dun have enough sleep... anyway, thanks arman! think u're really a nice fren :D
well... i dun mind ppl saying that i talked like someone from china or speak like one.. coz firstly i'm immuned to that, secondly, ppl have diff opinions toward someone, and at times, they juz say wat they feel.... so i simply dun mind. last of all, it's that i take that as a compliment :D coz this means that it wun pose as a major problem if i were study or reside in china (after i've graduated from poly) or hongkong... and i'll be able to adapt to the environment easily:D ... thus it's not like wat happened last friday... coz they put it in a way that it sound very insulting and seemed as if they're discriminating against those ppl from china... i simply hate that, i really hate discrimination, esp ppl from the same race...
in conclusion, dun stay up late at night to study for i'm no longer young and energetic... hehe... muz catch more sleep, if not i'll have a hard day ahead...
