right now, i'm stucked in this stupid libraru doing the stupid writ com proposal... this proposal has drained me physically and mentally... i juz feel like a walking zombie now... and today, was the second time in my entire life i was late for school... real late... my lesson starts at 8am... and i woke up at that time... but all my emotional feelings have been numbed by all these stupid damn projects... that i din feel a sense of urgency ... i was taking my own sweet time... though i know that i was already very late for school... (and poor aisyah had to cope with the radio assignment without me)... then i called my dad... hoping that he can drive me to school... but this hope was dashed as he told me to take a cab... haiz... this was the second time in my entire life that i'm taking a cab alone... haha... wah sia... juz realise that there are so many second times...
anyway, at least today i'm kinda thinking "properly", my brain is beginning to function as before... unlike yesterday... my mind was in a whirl... couldn't seem to concentrate on anything....and also can't think properly... haiz... i guess i'm juz being too tired... at least after today... i'll be free again!!! yeah!!! no more sickening proposal!!! yeah!!!
oh yeah... i realise that i'm receiving many stares from uncles and male working adults... today, while i was flagging a cab, a male motorcylist was staring at me... hmm... then as he drove past me, he still turned to look at me for a while... then the other time, it was a Ah bei motorcylist... i was waiting at the bus-stop, when i realise that this ah bei was staring at me, and as he drove past.. he still continued to look at me... hmm.... i dunnoe why... but there are also many other "starring" incidents... haha... ok... juz hope that all these will put to an end, coz it's kinda freaking me out... *pray hard that i wun be meeting anymore *ji go bek*
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