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the beauty

A arty farty yet nerdy student who loves:

violin =) drums =) music =)
musicals =) stage plays =)
gothic crosses =) books! =)

endless wishes

- Play Station Portable (PSP) =)

- A new violin bow from France =)

- "The Innocent Man" by John Grisham

- New laptop =)

- To form a band =)

- A fish-eyed camera =)

- A polariod camera =)

- New belt =)
upcoming

insert your calendar here, or a to-do list :) completely up to you!



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other beauties

Arfandi
Arman
Beiru
Cheryl
Huda
Hui Jun
Isabel
Jing Ting
Pei Ling
SAG
Sam
Sheena
Sin may
Sunita
Vivian



and when she speaks

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Nowadays, I realise I've little time for not only myself but also for my family and esp my frenz. I've engaged myself in far too many activities to compensate for the total lack of participation in year 1.Although my schedule is packed, I'm rather thrilled at the thought that I'm spending my time for efficiently and doing productive things. Thus, I'm both feeling lethargic yet excited. haha... confusing eh... oh well, my schedule for next week will be really packed as I've something on every single day. That also means that I'll be returning home late every day next week.

CCAs: Drama, NP strings, Library ambassador, radio presenter.
Outside school activities: Drum and violin lessons

Monday - Drama (6.30-8.30pm)
Tuesday - NP strings practise (6.30-9.30pm)
Wednesday - Meeting up with Kranji's VP (6- i-dunnoe-wat-time)
Thursday - class ends at 6pm
Friday - Violin lesson (8.45-9.30pm)
Saturday - drum and violin pracitses (10.15-4pm)
Sunday - Doing project

I guess next week will be an exhuasting week for me but I'm really looking forward to it. Haha, weird eh? Now, I seriously have to manage my time more effectively and efficiently as I'm engaging in far too many activities. Juz hope that everything will go well next week. Btw, I seriously hope that I can clinch the "deal" with my ex-secondary school. But, right now, there're several obstacles that stood in the way, including the logistics arrangements. Juz hope that we can work that out. I'm really looking forward to work with my sec school again, afterall that's the place where all my memorable and beautiful memories are held at. I'm feeling nostalgic now... haiz...

Oh yeah, talking about sec school, I bumped into Miss Lai, Miss Sim and a few other teachers on Thursday. It was rather shocking to me as I never expect myself to meet them under such circumstances (it was a meet-the-parents session with my brother's girlfren, who is soon going to be my sister-in-law, at a restaurant). But the most unpredictable thing is that my brother had reserved a table directly behind their table. Oh well, Miss Lai was shocked to see me whereas Miss Sim looked elated :D. I din really have any recollection if I did say "hi" to them through my hand gestures. (becoz I was feeling exhausted at that point of time, after a long day in school and only a few hours of sleep)If I really din do it, I'll be feeling damn guilty. Jus pray hard that I did.

Miss Sim bid me goodbye before she left, haha, she's still as sweet and gentle as before. Whereas, Miss Lai left before I could say good-bye to her. Oh well, i dunnoe... maybe next time when I see her again, I'll try to break the ice between us.

I'm officially part of the Radio Heatwave member, which means to say the school will soon be hearing my voice through the school's very own radio station. I'll be presenting in Mandrain (which I feel much more comfortable in). I'm having a mixture of feelings right inside me, nervous, excited, thrilled, worried, an endless list of feelings... Becoz I've never dreamt that I'll have the chance to be a DJ nor did I ever dream of becoming one. I dunnoe. Everything seemed to be going on so smoothly in my life right now, that I'm so afraid that all these are just illusion. I'm really petrified at the thought of losing all these. I'll be really lost when the "turbulence" arrives. All I can do is to make full use of all these rare opportunities that have been given to me and enjoy every moment of it. That's the least I can do right now. :D. However, all these opportunities come with a price - Sacrificing the time spent with my frenz and family. There's always a need to sacrifice.

So when my school holidays arrive, I'll make sure that I spend quality and quantity time with my frenz and family. :D Hope that school hols arrive faster.

oblivion

her
FRAMED
BEAUTY
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