Finally, I can heave a sigh of relief. No more projects or assignments. What is left are two major exams, and i can bid goodbye to this semester. :D
Well, looking back, last week was seriously the most tedious and hectic week of my life. For the first time in my life, I actually stayed over at a fren's house to do project. To add on to it, I stayed out for 3 days last week. Thanks god it wasn't 3 consecutive days but 3 alternative days. Haha, though i don't think it make any difference. Oh well, but i'm still glad that everything is finalyl over :D yay
Looking back on this semester, it was pretty laid-back as I remembered myself rush to complete my assignments at the eleventh-hour. One example would be the communication issues assignment on feminism. I left it to the day before the deadline, when it was given like a few weeks in advance. As a result, I had little time to do research for it. That explained the grade that I've gotten, which I deserved it.
Although many people complimented that I am hardworking, I seriously have doubts about it. I felt that I have not given in my best in whatever I do. Maybe it's because of my heavy involvement in school activities, I always find little time for my school work.
I always thought that I have good time mangement because everything went so smoothly for the first couple of months. I was able to excel in my school work, my music lesson (drum and violin), and my CCAs. I was, in fact, feeling very proud of myself for being able to juggle so many things at one time. However, litle did I realise that it was because I was pushing myself to the limit. I simply had no time to eat, no time to even take a rest. I didn't even have time for my family and my friends. Sometimes, when I reached home, I was feeling so lethargic that I did not even talk to my parents or my brothers. I was pulling this long face whenever I returned home. I really felt quite bad about it. Finally after a couple of months of struggle, I collapsed. I fell sick for an entire week.
From that day onwards, I've lost the sense of direction, not knowing what to do next. Thanks god, everything's over and I managed to pull through that period. Right now, I have to pull myself together again and study for the upcoming exams. I seriously hope that i can excel in them (though i seriously doubt so). Cheers!
oblivion
P.S (Su, i know that it hasn't been a smooth-sailing journey for ya all these while. juz wanna let ya know that whatever happens i'll always be there for ya! take care.)
