I find myself smiling more often nowadays. In fact, I feel enlightened. The burden which I'm carrying is getting lesser and lesser as time goes by. I'm, once again, overwhelemed by the sense of freedom. Having had 2 days of good sleep, sad to say, it's back to some serious work now. There's a need to get back to the momentumn and start drilling on both my languages and start working on the article on G-boys!
After having worked for 2mths, my expectations for myself is much higher. I'll get frustrated over the smallest mistake. Quality and quantity are what I'm after now. I do not want to be looked down on by the industry people. Although journalism is definitely not my cup of tea, I still want to strive well in this area. I want the best out of myself.
Thanks to this job, I've learnt to appreciate my family more now. The fact of seeing them less than twice a week, makes me realise their importance in my life. Becoz of my irregular working hours and my CCAs, I'll be out early in the morning and only reached home late at night. They will still be asleep by the time I reach home and be out for work or school when I wake up. There's simply little time for communication btw us, sometimes even weekend. I'll make up for it when my attachment ends. =)
oblivion
