Looking back, I felt rather perplexed with the "emotional turbulence" I've had exeperienced for the past few days. I've cleanly forgotten what triggered those emotional posts that I've written. Reading back those posts, I felt rather silly. Haha... I guess things seem more simplier when you look at the big picture, as compared to being absorbed in what you've doing.
There are indeed times when you felt as if you've fallen to the bottom of a pit, where hopes seem slim. However, little did you know that hopes are lying all around you, if you could calm down and pay close attention to the surrounding. Maybe the past events were sheer panic strikes, teaching me how to handle such problems and not to fall victim of yet another circumstance.
We learn new things every day, don't we?
Having studied this course for a couple of years, I dare not say that I've made the wrong choice for I've learnt a lot in the process. I may not be able to excel in this course (due to my laid-back lifetstlyle and procrastination), it moulds me to become a stronger person. Maybe that's why Ms Leng let me through the interview even though I was on the verge of crying, at that point of time. I remembered her saying that, I would get pushed around in the real working world with the type of characteristics that I possess (at that time). It maybe true at that moment, but this belief has gradually faded away in my mind.
Right now, I'm waiting to embark on a trip to I've-yet-to-decide destination upon the end of my attachment. I guess it's time for me to broaden my vision and to have a really good rest before the new semester starts.
oblivion
