For the past few months, everything seems so surreal to me.
It felt as if I've unknowingly embarked on a journey of oblivion
Afraid of what awaits for me at the end of this journey
Afraid of advancing forward
For every step taken denotes an ominous sign...
I guess I'm just afraid of falling into the bottomless pit again
Sometimes, I just feel that I've totally fucked up my whole life...
oblivion