When given time for myself, I would always lapse into deep thoughts. And this is something which I honestly hate. For the past one month, I would often find myself woken up in tears and fear, which would ruin my day.
What was I crying for?
What was I fearful of?
There's no answer to it...
I guess that's the reason why I would bury myself amongst the books and start mugging. It just takes my mind off things which I do not want to know, do not want to understand. And, when I'm dead beat, my sleep will be pleasant. Sounds pretty unhealthy though =) I guess I just need a break from everything.
So, I'll be going on a hiatus.
For how long, I honestly don't know the answer :)
oblivion
